I began reading through chapter 3, Dictatorship of the Ordinary, without pen and paper and honestly never felt the need to stop and write. I was in the book, my mind wasn’t wandering but nothing jumped out that I wanted to write. Well a couple things; here they are:
• Spiritual maturity has less to do with long-range visions than it does with moment-by-moment sensitivity to the promptings of the Holy Spirit. And it is our moment-by-moment sensitivity to the Holy Spirit that turns life into and everyday adventure.
• One of the greatest dangers in spirituality is learning how and forgetting why.
• Small changes in routine can result in radical change.
• You have to be willing to let go of an old identity to take on a new identity.
This backs up all I’ve said through the last post. I know these things. The moment-by-moment promptings (to obey); the forgetting why and remembering the how. I have fallen into a trap, a routine that is not my own and it leaves me dry. I am dead bones sometimes because my lame routine isn’t even one I came up with. I get so caught up in copying other people that I don’t even create my own routines. Is that embarrassing or what? But now anymore, I am ready to leave my old “routines” and start some healthy spiritual disciplines of my own. God cannot speak to me and give me kingdom-sized dreams when I’m trying to dream someone else’s. God doesn’t want me to be anyone else; that person I want to be is already that person. The world doesn’t need two of them and I am slowly realizing that world does need a Tyler Sloan. Well maybe need isn’t the right word, but God does have a use for me. I am ready to be used in huge ways. I have to get out of this rut of a routine and start living my own life and hearing God speak directly, powerfully to me.
(That’s pretty cool to think about and believe in)
